2004-10-10 - 3:46 a.m.
Tonight was certainly interesting and unexpected. Tonight I went out with Jason Chin. For those of you who aren't sure who he is, he is one who I have a long 5 year history with. I can't even begin to descibe everything that we've been through. I hadn't seen him for almost 3 years. It was amazing it was like we picked up exactly where we left off, yet at the same time, we've both changed dramatically. Though we've changed and grown he's still the same old Jason and I'm just Debbie. It's probably going to be another 3 years before I see him again, he's a Marine now. I wasn't expecting tonight at all. I almost didn't go out with him, I'm glad I did. I feel like I have some closure from previous events. At the same time, now I feel like something is missing. He was my first love, I guess that person will always hold a special place in my heart. God, please keep him safe in Iraq...
